Sure, everyone has their problems. Some out of the most we keep secrets from friends, family and sometimes yourself. Just to cheat ur own brain into thinking it's not real. I had so many versions of fantasy of what would have happened if my late dad gave me away when I was a baby. And sometimes I also love my reality cause it's better than my dreams. Note the sometimes. Having close friends who are always cheerful, happy, funny and accepting you just as u are is a great bonus. :)
Cause im sure, everyone has lots of friends but not everyone loves u as u are. Im glad I got great friends. :)
Hahah, idk what im blabbering now. All rubbish. I feeling vulnerable la, so bear with me okay?

Well, here's the real story. I just went to the hospital. And you know how people can be very curious of others. How u want to figure why that patient is in hosp and what happen. Well, when u send a young lady like me to a hosp alone and have to fight her own battle. It's kind of scaring. Especially on-lookers. Hmm well let's just say she just wanna leave the place asap or float away or be invisible. But she didnt. She stayed for 1hr and half and left. That's the most she could do. There wasnt anything she could. Sit and stare? Hmm.. She just wanna go home and rest. I know selfish thinking right? Well, when she's been having a tiring week with school and especially with maths. Dont get me started on that. Haha. Well, thanks for listening or you can say reading my crap that I post. My life is not interesting as yours I hope. :)
But for now my reality isnt so good. And my dreams are just a piece of my puzzle of my life. Hmm maybe next time i'll talk about sis and her dreams or nightmares to say.

Take care.

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