Well it's been an hour since I let put down the phone. I just talked to his sister on the phone. Then telling me stuff in their complicated home. And what they want him to achieve in life. They are very traditional family with typical thinking. Nothing I'll do or so will change anything. I can't do anything. Helpless. And they want me to let him go. After an hour long talk with them. Their last resort was me. Getting me to initiate the break up. Hias. Well I gotta what I gotta do. I'll respect their wishes. Hopefully this family will get along again and be what they used to be.

Yea, Im no wearing my watch again. Cause its missing a button, a very important button. It happen in the cinema with Elvin. I didn't blame him, I tried but I couldn't. I blame myself for that. Always breaking my watches that was given to me. Expensive watches too. Hias.

And as much as I love him. I told him before that his family is important too. And tmr I hope I can have the strength to do. To hear his voice and not cry.

I wanna be alone for awhile.

Goodbye dear.
Love you forever and always.
Stars.