I regretted not going temasak polytechnic. At least if I went there I will get to meet new friends and get thru the day with much enthusiastic energy. I know I shouldnt judge whether the grass is greener on the other side but how not to.
I feel life in SP isn't anything like what I imagine. Sure their best in engineering but what good if im lost in class and studies. It just make me feel so much stupider. Even in discussion I feel like I got no great ideas or anything to contribute and that's not me. I wasn't like that in ite. :/ im bump out. It's hard to do well and make people proud in studies. There's a limit on how far I can go and I guess ite is the top. I know dad would be proud. :') yes he would be even prouder if I did well in poly but im stuck. :/ glum. 5 more weeks till exams. Doom. :(

Written last Sunday, 08/07/12