I want it so badly. I want it to be true. I want it to be you. But I know you are not the guy for me. Never was and never will be.

You don't get me, although you think you do but actually all you know are the things I tell you and not the things a guy who like someone will observe and paid attention to.

I've changed. And I guess time changed you too. Cause you are not the guy I met. The one who talks to me. Joke with me at court. Smile.

No, none of that. Its all gone.

And I guess I wanna talk and be around that guy again. I miss him, not you.

Like the saying goes, every friendship starts with a hello and every relationship ends with a goodbye.

Ironic isn't it?

P.s.: im just a girl searching for a real love and you were always the easy way out. I guess I was wrong.

Labels: basically I thought you could be the guy for me.