Well well. It's less than 8 days of attachment left. And my report not going so well. It's all overr the place and my lappie is giving me problems and will not let me write my report. Now I have to use company comp to slowly complete it. No choice. Qira is leaving this friday. She has a dance competition at genting. Hope everything will go well. Presentation hurry finish. Report get it half way done. Think of presents to give my close colleague. Change my lens soon too. Oh shit! *hit forehead* I totally forgot about buying my eye drops. Tsk. Now, have to suffer dry lens aft 930. Damn.

Idk but my bestie has gone astray and I donno why or how to fix it.

Sis told me once, ''grow up, grow apart''

If that's the way then I wont interfere. To think the year is ending. And everyone would be separate next year. No more YV101J, no more Roy, Ted, Wei Xiong to make the class fun. No more of my close clique to hang out after or during class. I wonder will we ever meet again after graduation .. Will our paths cross again? Well, there's one thing I dont regret. Selecting aerospace avionic and getting such a awesome fun loving class and made new friends that will always leave a mark in my mind and heart. No matter what they will always be in my mind.

Turn topic.

Next month is daddy death anniversary. I wanna visit dad's grave. I missed this year's hari raye visiting. Kak, has gone more than I did. And I wanna talk to dad. I miss him. Badly. I want his hug. I want to be assure that I will know which path I should take in poly and achieve something big in my future endevours. I lost so much and I hope I will gain alot more in the future.

Sure, people know me but donno I lost you. I never like saying I lost you. Kinda make me miserable inside. Feels like bbreaking down.

I miss you .