Heart to Heart. Eye to eye. Cheek to cheek. Hands on hands. :') My uncertainty just cause me misery.


Right now, I wish you were here.
What i would do to have you near.
Wednesday, September 14
Last blogged @ 21:31

well, today was like last friday. Me and nazrul chitchatted. And it was all cool. Until I went back to work to check the employee records systems to find out that nazrul lied to my face sia. And he still could smile sia I remember. I was disappointed, cheated abit. I donno what to say so I didnt say anythingg at all. Dude, if u're a smoker just say so. It's not like I hate smokers. My sis smokes. And I dont mind talking with her while she smokes. Still can lie and 5 to 10 sticks a day? Siao. . Lucky I didnt take the company bus. I added Mani. And he added Mani. But we both didnt add each other. And I also found out he has a girlfriend.

Why? Why?
Why must God make me so foolish? And why cant he make me actually like a guy who likes me back and is SINGLE?
Dude upstairs, can u dont make a slip of matchmaking next time?

Im not asking for much, just no creepo, over sensitive, possesive, too immature.

A nice, senstimental, sweet and understanding guy would be awesome. :)


P.s : just ran aft a min of reaching home. Drop my bag and change shoes. 9mins plus for the first 2km and complete 4 km in 21 mins. Wicked :D
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