Heart to Heart. Eye to eye. Cheek to cheek. Hands on hands. :') My uncertainty just cause me misery.


Right now, I wish you were here.
What i would do to have you near.
Saturday, May 7
Last blogged @ 03:10

have you really changed, just like that.
:/
recently, u keep skipping classes and heck care any problems that surfaces.
am i gonna be the same thing too? u gonna heck care about me too? it's scary.
exams is coming and the semester is almost finishing. i cant just give up on you now even if u give up on yourself.
:/ i don't want it to end and neither do i want to be the only one trying to save it, i need you to make this work. :'(
am i maybe just thinking too much on my own?

im not really feeling well, keep feeling my body is warm. my coughing sucks, it's killing me.
recently, in the morning train i cant help it but cough and when i do i could cough until i cry the pain is just too hard to bear. it's like i'm really crying. real tears.

if this relationship really ends, i would really have nothing to say to u. everything will seem to end and it will look like nothing happen between us cause there wasnt any black and white thing that states that we were together. how sad is that?
i didn't even get to tell my girlfriends in my secondary school about you.
im gonna suffer this heartbreak alone all over again just like my pervious one. :(


i thought i was someone special to you ...
but i guess u dont seem to think that too ...




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