or is it for the best?

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gonna be something new tomorrow

hoping for a happy day

someone who would made me smile.

sigh. i donno whether you not talking/looking at me hurts more or u talking to me and knowing you moved on hurts more. but i just hate this. i hate that there will always be a past between. i think i didnt do a clean break up and

the disappointing thing is that kenneth told me what was bothering u and u never told me. i tot we promise to share. u know i hate it when u shut me out of ur life and make me suffer asking you. i thought it was all my fault.

should i? call and talk to you and make me understand what was wrong? or just leave u alone.

heartache. :'(