You think if I kill someone by suffercating them i would get away with it? I cant cope with it anymore. It's driving me crazy. It's getting worse. And I'm serious. I need something new to do. Omg, I can just run away and stay all day. Luckily, we're having chalet end of this month. 3 days of peace and quiet. Sigh. But before i have to wait and survive the other two weeks first. DAMN!! Sigh. At least, i have maintenance training tomorrow and saturday. There's gonna be a talk on saturday too by the RSAF & ST Aerospace. Cant wait, i wanna hear what it's like in the AirForce and what are the qualities and more enquiries. Hopefully they answer all the questions in my head. haha.

Last night, i WAS going through my fone and the save messages that i have put inside. There was this chain message where i send to a good friend of my. He didnt like chain messages but he send one to me cause he said that i really deserve this message. He was very sweet. But looking back yesterday, a month after that message. We dont talk so often in class anymore. He doesn't get my sarcastic humour anymore. We dont laugh or smile together anymore. HE'S CHANGED, more sensitive i guess and sometimes a jerk. It's like one day we just dont talk to each other anymore. It's really funny how 4 months has gonna like that. We clicked on the first time that we met in school. Well, i guess that's the end of our friendship or i guess so.