My uncertainty just cause me misery.

Right now, I wish you were here.
What i would do to have you near.

Saturday, February 21
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Man, im bored. Nothing to do, noone to entertain with. Cant get maths into my brain and all the other subjects that im struggling with. Hais, damn it. Yesterday training wasnt tat bad. Walk there, walk here go find yu de and zi hui but cant find them anywhere. Talk to wei chen? or " wc" or "toilet"?? is it, not sure. Not good with names. the guy from ncc, explain to me about the parade formation on wednesday. Mr Soh is making us difficult by suggesting some lousy idea. Then, have to wait until monday for Mr Chua. Actually, very excited about wednesday get to wear larnyard!! HAHA. very rare to be wearing it. and promotion test, Huat soon sir is going to take us. Damn, if i failed i know that i didnt do well or impress him. Scary just thinking of it. Okay, shall not think about it. Well, so bored on a Good saturday lazying around with noone at home. Helloo??? Is anyone there?? Hais, another week has past and i still dont have a life. Hahah. joking. Anyone has any bright ideas of where to go and what to do and with who?? C'mon people talk to me?? This blog is so dead ~~

Yesterday, dreamt about a guy that has no effect or link to my life what so ever. Never even talked to hym before and i dreamt i was holding his hand. Wtf?? Oops, i meant. Bloody hell!!

So weird. My dreams have nothing with reality one so don't worry its not gonna be true. Anyway, he is already attached. Hahaha. Fat chance. Okay, now my head is empty.

LIVING IN A WORLD WHERE NOONE SEES ME AS ME ANYMORE. THEY JUST ASSUME EVERYTHING. NEVER TRIES TO ASK. WHAT HAS THIS WORLD TURN INTO? WHERE IS ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE? GONE? VANISH? KILLED? OR SIMPLY TAKEN?? MAYBE SO, LIFE GOES ON. EVEN YOU HAVE ALREADY. MAN, ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD FULL OF PEOPLE. HELP! IF YOU CAN ONLY HEAR MY VOICE AND SAVE ME. RIGHT HERE AND NOW. WAITING ..

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