Sure, everyone has their problems. Some out of the most we keep secrets from friends, family and sometimes yourself. Just to cheat ur own brain into thinking it's not real. I had so many versions of fantasy of what would have happened if my late dad gave me away when I was a baby. And sometimes I also love my reality cause it's better than my dreams. Note the sometimes. Having close friends who are always cheerful, happy, funny and accepting you just as u are is a great bonus. :)
Cause im sure, everyone has lots of friends but not everyone loves u as u are. Im glad I got great friends. :)
Hahah, idk what im blabbering now. All rubbish. I feeling vulnerable la, so bear with me okay?

Well, here's the real story. I just went to the hospital. And you know how people can be very curious of others. How u want to figure why that patient is in hosp and what happen. Well, when u send a young lady like me to a hosp alone and have to fight her own battle. It's kind of scaring. Especially on-lookers. Hmm well let's just say she just wanna leave the place asap or float away or be invisible. But she didnt. She stayed for 1hr and half and left. That's the most she could do. There wasnt anything she could. Sit and stare? Hmm.. She just wanna go home and rest. I know selfish thinking right? Well, when she's been having a tiring week with school and especially with maths. Dont get me started on that. Haha. Well, thanks for listening or you can say reading my crap that I post. My life is not interesting as yours I hope. :)
But for now my reality isnt so good. And my dreams are just a piece of my puzzle of my life. Hmm maybe next time i'll talk about sis and her dreams or nightmares to say.

Take care.

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Hmm I wish I got a GPA 3 then it wouldnt be so bad and it's a good digit. A solid number to him. Hmm oh well 2.9 I guess isn't so bad. Gotta do well in my following sem and maybe increase that number.
Gotta hang on to my good classmates who try to help before the exams, they are the only hope for my next 2 n half years. :)

The truth is I didn't know today was the release of my results. Hmm I just never wanted to know. So I only got the results by the sms subscription they have. Hmm... Gen ed I got C+ hmm better than fail I guess. :P

Alright, im bringing the guitar back to its rightful owner. Haha. Been a year yo! Lol.
Then we are gonna back some honey cornflakes. Teehee ^^
Hope it doesnt explode in our faces. :P
Wish us luck.

Hmm Thursday, the script is coming to sg but so last min I didn't know till yesterday. Hmm no time. Thursday also Jerome and Elvin ftt. Hmm.. Good luck and all the best!

Define normal:

Hmm I shouldnt complain about my computer. If not I would be a spoil brat if I do. And that is not me. Well I used to be like that when I was younger. Always whining in primary school no wonder my sis always pick on me. Hahah. Well I've changed so I should go back now.

I miss you. I love you. I would gladly kiss you when I see you the next time if you point your lips in front of everybody. If you remember that is. Im so touch yesterday that you tell you will save a spot in your heart for me. :') we could have a great relationship even if it doesnt end in marriage. I actually download a camera app in my phone for us to take pics but sadly I didn't get to. :(

I wouldnt hesitate if you ask me in the future to be your girlfriend again. But its not gonna happen.

It's only been a day. And I miss you badly.
Lucky im out with sis and her bf. Which make me sad missing you. How u like to tease me and likewise. Hope you are doing better than me.

My heart aches for you. </3 :(

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